Thanks for all the advice guys. The party isn’t till the end of the month so I have a week or two to think about my options.
There’s a cute guy that has a whole bunch of classes with me and I’ve barely spoken two words to him. Mostly cuz I’m awkward and never know what to say. But he added me as a Facebook friend so I was like okay why not? But anyway I just checked on my page and he’s invited me to a Halloween party and I…what do? On one hand i’m kind of curious because no one has invited me to a party in years. On the other hand I’m nervous because A) since I commute I barely know any of the people that would probably attend except by name. B) There’s probably going to be drinking and I don’t know if I’m comfortable with that or if I’ll be comfortable with refusing a drink if it’s offered to me. C) I’m unsure what this guy wants. Like I said before we’ve barely said two words to eachother. And he hasn’t initiated much conversation either. Idk maybe he’s nervous too (though why he would be nervous around me of all the prettier girls he could be nervous around is beyond me.) Maybe he just wants to be friends and he’s not trying to hit on me. And I mean, I guess I could ask him directly if he’s in class today. That’s probably awkward though. But really I’m already the awkward turtle duck so I guess I don’t mind.
Seriously though what do I do? *dies*
I was watching “Ever After” again today because ah I love that film too much. and the scene where Henry sees Danielle at the masque. The way he just…stops and runs towards her. Like he’s wondering if she’s even real and I just….Someday I want someone to look at me like that. To be that happy to see me.